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public apologies (2014)
1) i am sorry my kindness became cruelty
2) i am sorry you lived your life like an apology
3) i am sorry i always ate take away instead of your tender home cooked meals
4) i am sorry i didn’t know the different between selfishness & self preservation
5) i am sorry i called out your brother’s name when we were having sex
6) i am sorry i promised you gentle realism
7) i am sorry i never learnt to pronounce your name properly
8) i am sorry i shoplifted every gift i have ever given to a friend
9) i am sorry i saw your suffering as something beautiful
10) i am sorry that i don’t wake up when you begin sobbing at 3am
11) i am sorry for comparing ever kiss to the taste of pork
12) i am sorry for only coming up with 3 reasons to keep respiring
13) i am sorry for equating ever relationship with a lobotomy
14) i am sorry i never picked up my mobile even though my dad called me 43 times on his birthday
15) i am sorry for liking faces with a black eye & hands with raw knuckles
16) i am sorry
~~~(Concept: wearable performance art)::::
Hand embroidered white jumper with black string depicting the concept of a performative and externalised state of being apologetic. Instead of repressing or harbouring feelings of guilt, desire, perversion, etc, the wearer can publicly display their affective state and past events which may hold conflict or trigger tension. Furthermore, historical artefacts which are both intimate and personal are made even more vulnerable by this act of wearing it as an everyday and integrated piece of clothing, challenging the notion of a sacred and internalised state of suffering and remorse. The anecdotal and narrative nature of the sentences also serves to conjure a more personalised and relatable form by evoking a standard post-pubescent mood. Ultimately the wearer can confront and be confronted by their own clothing.
(via le-monde-mystique)
Sasha - Turnover
Your time’s all gone,
it’s all been spent
Who’s left by your side?
Not me anymore.I THOUGHT YOU MEANT IT WHEN YOU SAID FOREVER
I GUESS THAT WAS A LIE
i still get chocked up when i think of you, it happens all the time
(via xseahavenx)
Answer:
xx-cherrybomb-xx-deactivated202:
Let me just start off by saying, nothing is going to happen to you just because you listen to this story. Because that’s all it is- a story. If you actually Google it, there is no proof that any of this ever actually happened. If the events occurred the way Ed Hermanski tells it, there would be some news coverage or actual papers on the events, but there isn’t. It’s kind of like the old chain mail emails everyone used to get in there inboxes (“Send this email to ten people or you’ll have bad luck, ect, ect.”)
There’s nothing to back up his story and some even go as far as to say the tale resembles an old movie called ‘Manos: The hands of fate’. (X)
So needless to say, it’s been about two months since I listened to the story and nothing’s ever happened to me. I’m really into the paranormal and superstitions and all of that, but this story isn’t anything to worry about. Until this message, I’d forgotten it completely.
I’m sure you’ve already seen it, but this is my short summary of the story.(X) I believe my link to Sixpenceee’s coverage of the entire thing no longer works, and I’m unable to find the post on her page anymore.
( Disclaimer: If you get bad anxiety or worked up about stories and things like this, do not listen to it. Put your health first and don’t get yourself worked up about it. )
Answer:
xx-cherrybomb-xx-deactivated202:
You’re not bothering me at all, love! [[ I’m sorry this is so long ]]
There’s a teacher in Arizona named Ed Hermanski who works at a school called Hamilton. He puts on these performances where he tells stories about strange experiences that have happened to him- his most popular being “The Kimberly Story”.
The story’s about a girl he taught (I believe it was roughly 15 years ago) named Kimberly who just suddenly vanished for a week or so. She suddenly reappears outside his classroom one day, and being her teacher mentor, Mr H decides to help her and look into what’s going on. While visiting her house with a cop they find a dead dog torn apart in the fridge and no sign of her parents. (They later find the parent’s bones in the backyard, but they must have been dead for several years.) It seemed the parents were killed the same way the dog was- using two sharp objects and both with a strange, long, dark hair on them that looked to be Gorrilla like.
While investigating they discover things aren’t as they seem. The house is on strange ground and has a natural cave that seems to continue on past 250 feet into the Earth. Two people die while investigating (a Sargent who vanished one night while Mr H and a cop were sleeping downstairs, and a man who was being lowered into the cave. His harness got ripped from the lowering rope, which when raised was covered with blood)
I’m not going to ruin the story for anyone, it’s really creepy. The “things” are in the walls, under the girl’s bed, and in air vents. After listening to the story things are supposed to happen to you because now you’re aware of their presence as well as Kimberly’s. (They say she’s still alive and Mr H actually has a run in with her years later, as well as read a newspaper article where she had worked as a housemaid and killed a few members of a family. Her wereabouts are unknown.). In the story he even goes as far as to say his wife leaves town every time he announces that the story will be repeated. Many people say they start to hear whispers, have problems with their lights, or have phone calls just like the ones Mr in the story.
Personally, it’s been 24 hours for me and nothing strange has occurred.
It’s an hour long but if you want to listen to it you can find it here: (X)
Articles on the story: (X) (X)
sixpenceee had a post regarding the story but I’m afraid I can’t find it. If I can find it, I’ll post a link to it on here.
Edit: I found it! (X)
Scenes from the documentary film Cropsey, which exposes Willowbrook State School on Staten Island where mentally ill children were kept in appalling conditions. Just a heads up this film uses words we consider slurs today. (Watch Cropsey Here)(Top 10 Disturbing Documentaries Post)
(via sixpenceee)
(via viccyy)
1. Always have a water bottle in your car
2. Carry an extra lighter (even if you don’t smoke)
3. Get something new where you go to eat often, not just your usual.
4. Make a budget for yourself
5. But don’t forget to give yourself some play money and always round up on how much things cost so you have money left over
6. If you’re texting someone, but nervous to send it, just click the fucking send button. You typed that shit out for a reason.
7. Stay out late, but wake up early. You’ll be glad you had all of your day.
8. If something makes you laugh until your sides hurt, write it down in the notes in your phone, you’ll want to remember that later.
9. When you’re talking to someone, and you suddenly think of something you want to say, put up a finger and wait for them to finish talking. It’ll help you remember what you wanted to say, but you won’t interrupt them.
10. Go to plenty of concerts. Especially outdoor ones. Get drunk with your friends, but not sloppy drunk. Just drunk enough to scream your favorite songs and dance without feeling embarrassed.
12. Always keep a change of clothes in your car. Including a pair of shoes. You never know.
13. Keep at least $20 cash on you at all times. Gas is usually cheaper when you pay with cash, and not everywhere you go to eat splits checks.
14. It’s okay to be sad, but try not to forget about what makes you happy.
15. Coupons are always fantastic.
16. If you think something is cute, fucking wear it. Don’t worry about what everyone else thinks. You’ll look great, I promise.
17. Sex stores are fun, even if you just want a good laugh.
18. Plan out your days off with your friends, that way you aren’t stuck around asking the “I don’t know what do you wanna do”
19. Don’t forget to remind your friends how much they mean to you.
20. If someone gives you a compliment, smile and say thank you. They wouldn’t say it, if they didn’t mean it.
21. Drink plenty of water. Not only does it keep you hydrated, but clears your skin.
22. I know you might want to be tan, but is it really worth being burnt and exposing yourself to all that skin cancer bull shit? No. Use at least SPF 15. It’s not that hard and you’ll still tan. So stop being a brat.
23. You’re allowed to be happy. Don’t ever let anyone tell you otherwise.
24. Aim to be better, not bitter.
25. Some days are better than others.
26. You can never over pack. Pack what you want. You’ll be glad you have options to choose from.
27. Take those extra hours at work. It’ll be worth it when you see your paycheck.
28. Clean your fucking room and make your bed you slob. It’ll look so much nicer and you’ll feel better you did it.
29. If you have to, make the first move. It’s scary, but someone has to do it.
30. Take plenty of pictures. Of the sunset, your food, your friends, your dog, selfies. Everything. That way, later when you scroll through your camera roll, you’ll remember everything about that day, good or bad.
